I see you in my heart day by day, to definitely sum days I smell your scent, and Monts.  He is your son, and homie, who i have not yet honored as I should, though he still honors me, coming by such as you do, saying how much he still cares about me, even though I hit bottom hoe shit said shit, no fcks about shit, careless shit, mean mean hoe shit, great are you two, blessed to see and hear from them souls that you two are making my moments here soooo frigin more greater, mega deep and rich and treasuring the spirit before any flesh, as them ways still touch me as you two still live on, greater in heaven's blessings, good to no last drop, as eternity belongs to us that serve true, mightily ordained to serve as such, may all my cares stronger from this new way to visits from them who loved love me beautifully always and greater to my soulful life, as it's now only 1 from that early beginning, still in body- flesh, true to me as you two.  keeta c0otie's, early passage brought life shit too, as me know she's with you two chilling around sum, she not as seated nearby as you two keeping me company, she still teens, as when she transcended body there where them doves fly, high, mama bird, virtuously, be well in all them cat ways, given them big things can still happen for you when them feet must, very much so bring dat azz back here, to plain beez dat dis way, material acquisition to show them fleshly how brighter them good things come, when that purpose is fulfilled, 'have a nice day'  to all bums afraid to deal with work, them hands gan'mama said them many days of cleaning, cooking, caring, and kicking azz, always your hands I noticed, and dem feet seated still, blessings come in stillness, watching, scenting, calling it a Cherokee way, no cheeky smile'ly can befriend errybody in yo sauce, and such now I know why, non-honest 'hoes in this house' yippity yappity seeking to destroy images of gangstas fearless and wrecking their worlds living in belief, stronger, their  fake facade, phoni azz material collection, am bigger, than your, dream, as if, ha ha the last laugh looks sooo amazing from here, waaaaaay up, happily ever even after, life, gan'ma, g'ma, heaven's to betsy, my tears save me, crying cares for the eyes to wash  clear, clarity, thank you, for clarity, and g'ma, when you gave me the fcking address, to where that beotch daddy's people stay, i was done, said it so swift, beez like that, withholding information, you know (present tense with me right now), I wa'int (past tense beotches ) gunna say shit, ah hahahaahaahaahaaahaaaaaaa, gangsta sema, simmering still, smell how hot you still is, even on the other side, see you soon, beginning to start conceiving deez chillun, now I can sooon smother you with kisses, as I asked 1 love for, g'ma kisses, my baby girl G'Ma, very much so I thank you for my 1st car, it got me to my intern, career job, truly to, your house, the chances I could, living away here, still in lil l.a. lansing, mi, then as a college student, and that year after  stayed driving in it, catalytic converter stolen and shit, they didn't even know that, at granger construction co., that i didn't want to buy a new car, my g'ma given me the busted door with the tan putty on  it, standing out on the redish burgundy color, was only late a few times, cause the car would cut off and shit, but staying late doing that o.t., erry month, it made up well beyond 15 minutes  after scheduled clock in, they didn't know, I wanted then, to drive it til the wheels fell offfff, period, me blessed it to a honest mechanic, who got it better and gave it to a family, believe it was a family who appeared from mexico, saw that red ford tempo on the streets, was like, that's my car, g'ma gave me, be i had a garage, WOULD NOT HAVE EVERRRR GAVE THAT BABY AWAY, my 1st car, made my movement g, that last year of college, g'ma style, mama's g look out for their gan'babies grand, especially when see a trifling beotch giving zero fcks, mama of mine g'ma facts, i love you mama, hugs and kisses all day, loooooooove me-me    ;

07/29/1928 - Eterniiiity